Another Night Alone_No More

Another Night Alone_No More

Not long, your loneliness will end

I am on my way, coming

My day has started

And the night, just gone

Not long, your loneliness will end

I am on my way, coming

The house will light up

The cupboards will dance

Not long, your loneliness will end

I am on my way, coming

Fire the stove up high

The damp and cold will die

Not long, your loneliness will end

I am on my way, coming

Things will become alright

The budget no more tight

Not long, your loneliness will end

I am on my way, coming

The dark days are over

Help on the way, god is sober

Not long, your loneliness will end

I am on my way, coming

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In response to a friend's loneliness, who she was feeling sad and unhappy at time; I later found out
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Jealousy? What Jealousy!

Jealousy?  What Jealousy!

Delicate hearts, will break easy

A is the one, not B and C, or D

A woman can be loved, by more than one

It’s though for her to decide, not very easy!

Jealousy’s natural, though isn’t my heart

It’s a mixture, almost a work of art

Never wants to cause hurt, a discomfort

Not to be blamed at all, her lover’s heart

Desire’s always, a matter for heart

Once it is there, not easily subsides

Believing in destiny, not in my book

If it is to be, will be, so look

Plenty of fish, floating in the sea I see

Not a good catcher, on the waves of wild sea

Or should I be waiting, forever in my boat!

Until a fish comes out, to rock my boat and me!

Jump up and down my fish, I’m blind

So cannot see you, from the waves’ behind

As I’ve lost my courage, to ride on waves

Look at what happens, if to be late to find

You’re bound to be played for some time

If the one you love, thinking not in the same line

Life isn’t fair always, not to be disheartened!

She’s somebody else’s, it’s OK, not mine

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Loved you once, and will love you forever, so I’ll wait for my chance. But decided to love you as a friend from now on, to make the life much easier for both yours and mine.

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24/11/2011

Breathless’ Breath

Breathless’ Breath

You wore a new jacket today, and I hadn’t seen it

You walked with new moves today, and I hadn’t seen it

You took the breathless’ breath away, and I really mean it

Change Of A Heart

Change  Of  A  Heart

I will look at you as a friend does, I promise

I will write to you as a friend writes, I promise

And I will love you as a friend loves, I promise

You may as well say “yes, you should, if you promise”

And I will promise,

By “A Heart”

In “A Heart”

For “A Heart”,

No more “My Heart”

I promise.


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Author’s notes:
To a special friend, who stopped communicating


Change of heat is not always easy to follow.
I’ll try to make it easy as possible, I promise

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Another Day

Another  Day

Don’t have to hide

Don’t have to go

Don’t need to be shy

It helps if you just sigh

Don’t have to remain a friend

Don’t have to blend

Don’t need anything to send

It helps if the rules are bent

Don’t have to be my way

Don’t matter what I say

Don’t need to be mine, hey

It helps if just come out and say:

You should’ve known this

I didn’t mean to dismiss

No need for hard feelings

It helps we just forget things

I am a big boy

Not mistaken for a toy

No need for a child’s game

It helps if we just enjoy

So, what do you say

Is this gonna be another day?

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Met a friend and thought she might going to be my sweet-heart, but it turned out to be just not right:(
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Deep, Deep, Deep

Deep,  Deep,  Deep

I wanna watch you, while you’re asleep
Sit beside your bed, and think deep
Will not wake you up, that’s a promise
I wanna feel you, deep, deep, deep

I wanna watch you while you’re asleep
Lean on your bed, and become your dream
Will not bother you, that’s a promise
I wanna touch you, deep, deep, deep

I wanna watch you, while you’re asleep
Hold your hands, and touch your sheet
Will not drop them, that’s a promise
I wanna keep you, deep, deep, deep

I wanna watch you, while you’re asleep
Touch your hair, and I might weep
No more tears, that’s a promise
I wanna hold you, deep, deep, deep

I wanna watch you, while you’re asleep
Until you’re awake, I may have a peek!
Will not leave, that’s a promise
I wanna learn you, deep, deep, deep

Now that you’re awake,

I wanna watch you, tossing and turning
Open your arms, I am burning
Will be gentle, that’s a promise
I wanna love you, deep, deep, deep

And now that you have me in your arms,

I wanna make it, worthwhile
No need to go, down the aisle
Will love you forever, that’s a promise
I wanna kiss you, deep, deep, deep

And now that I have kissed you,

You can kiss me back, if you want
We’ll hold each other, as we’re one
Won’t let you go, that’s a promise
We wanna fly high, deep, deep, deep

In the sky

I Loved

I  Loved

I loved,

And I came haunted by, my love

I loved,

And I came to be sacrificed, by my love

I loved,

And I came to be a foreigner, for my love

I loved,

Loved again, I loved

And I came to hang my heart, before my love

I loved,

Loved again, I loved

And I came to be a blacked out sentence, the last note of love

I loved,

And loved again

Not knowing where that I was going, where was love?

I loved,

Loved and loved

Yet yearned to be loved again; was no love! 

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Desire and love make you weak; feel both loved and unloved; make you unleash your most intimate thoughts you’d never thought you would; and let it go; set yourself free; and hope; you’ll be loved again; one day... by a non-foreigner! or maybe a loving foreigner, we never know, do we?...
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Forbidden Alleys…and…Narrow Valleys

Forbidden Alleys…and…Narrow Valleys 

Don’t do gossip

Don’t talk behind people’s back,

Don’t say things, which I later regret!

And don’t want to hear, such mislead

This is no lecture

And has no such nature

But I really get hurt

When I see the above feature

We all are human

If not dead, we move

Those who move, make mistake

Hope is not deliberate, for goodness sake

A good intention, appreciated

A lot out there, negotiated

People have feelings, let’s be careful

No matter of heart, to be negotiated!

“I am like a bird”, flying always

Sitting on trees, branches and hays

I watch everything, from the sky

Not easily fooled, by seedless maze

There is goodness, in all of us

Some regretfully, don’t give a toss

annoyance and hurt, all left to feel

Let’s be kind, and create an ethos

We live now, ‘ll be gone some day

People will read, what we now say

A love story, or of a lust

All a history, the future’s hay

So let’s be kind, to one another

Although the history, does not bother

The ethos we make, and the road we take

Let’s hope that none, go down the gutter

Being Gentle

Being   Gentle

Would you let me to tell you, something

Would you let me to whisper in your ears

Would you let my lips, touch your ears

Just to whisper, or maybe some gentle bite

Would you let my arms circle you, when I whisper

Would you let my fingers, comb your hair

Would you let my hands, touch your back

Moving up down through the middle

Just getting to know your curves, not to diddle

And now,

Would you let me tell you a story

Of a girl who asked me to be gentle

So she let me whisper in her ears

To tell her she was fine, no, more than fine

She allowed me to comb her hair, with my fingers

And touch her back with my hands

Let her relax, be herself

And I,

Let her lead me the way she wished

Let her teach me lessons about her shapes

So I learned my lessons so good

Will answer any question if she should

Will give her things that she wants

Making her be relaxed, be herself

Letting her be pleased, happy and self

Naturally gentle

She didn't need to ask

But it wasn't an easy task

A Picture of You

A  Picture  of  You

It’s your picture, I am looking at

And I feel you want to talk

The way you look at me,

Through your fixed focused eyes

Like you have a mountain to dig

And make a crater, SO, SO BIG

The way that you look,

Like you have an ocean to move

So the crater would fill

And it’s your picture, I am looking at

It mesmerises me

Like you want to lock my eyes forever,

To yours

And make me to look at you forever,

And ever …,

And I want to,

Look at you every day,

So I will memorise your face

And every morning,

So I will open my eyes to

And every night,

So I will say my good nights to,

And I want to print it,

So I don’t have to rush to my screen, when I want to see you

And I want to frame it and put it above my bed

So I don’t have to look anywhere else,

When I miss you

And once I have done it,

You can talk to me every second,

Every minute,

Every hour,

And every day,

And I will sit, and look

At you,

Now, I can be your crater in that mountain

And you can fill me with your ocean

I won’t overflow

I will dig it even deeper,

And I will make it an abyss

Deep inside

Beneath the mountain

So your pains will be diluted

And your happiness will multiply,

By the number of drops in the ocean

And I will be,

Looking at …

Your picture,

Your picture,

Your picture,

And one day,

Might just look at yourself,

Instead …

Unfinished Verses

Unfinished   Verses

Dear,

Did I tell you that

Days will go by

Doomed

Done

Dusted

You

Yet I tell you now

Years will come

Yearned

Yet

You lost it

Oh,

On time, maybe just

On your bike, there you come

Only must

On again

On you turn

Life

Like or not

Live till die

Lonely might

Lose or win,

Lost

Friends

Feeling all

Foe, maybe

Foreigner, possible

Farting,

Forbidden!

Flirting With Words

Flirting With  Words

Words, oh words

How beautiful you are!

And I’m smitten with you;

When you’re alone,

You’re just a word

Together however,

You’re my humming birds

Some of you tasty

Some of you juicy

And some look naughty!

Some of you is a match

Some look yet to hatch!

And some are quite a catch!

Words, oh words

I did say, did I not?

That I am smitten with you;

Look into my eyes

And make me wise,

So I wake up

And get rid of flies

Words, oh words

You’re my humming birds

And till when,

Will I make new passwords?

Seems keep forgetting,

My answers, to secret questions!

Words, oh words

You really are,

My humming birds

So long as you’re humming

We’ll keep our bonding

Oh words,

How much do I love you?

I don’t know!

And why do I love?

I don’t know!

Sometimes you’re like rain

Flow easily!

Sometimes a constipated pain

Very beastly

And why do I love you?

Flirting easily!

And this might be the answer,

That I know!